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wahahahaha... the bestest day of the week...aku ngan dye lunch same2... mkn askem same2... waaahhhhh!!!~
da lme siott aku x wat cmtuh ngan dye.. at least lepas gak wndu akuhh... =)

saya syg awk!!!!!~~~~

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tbe2 je ayh aku msok bilik aku and dye swoh aku bukak portal air asia.. aku agk plik... then ade sowg member aku ckp.."pkcik nk bercuti ke??"..ayh aku jst diam je... suddenly dye kata "abg, ah kong da mati".. (ah kong is gelaran atok belah ayh aku).. aku agk terkejut.. so then aku kua cbb nk bg dye gne pc... tbe je aku terase sgt pemergian atok aku tuh sebab aku baru sedar yang aku dah xde grandparents.. dye la atok yg last mninggalkan aku... agk sedey la aku ase... ikotkan ati nk je aku blek sarawk sbb nk tgok mke mendiang atok aku... aku rindu kat dye... tapi bile aku pk balek.. sume neh ade lah kehendakNya..so.. let bygone be bygone... idop mesty diteruskan..

empty

empty!!~~ satu perkataan yg sinonim ngan idop aku... sebelom abes SPM aku igt my life will go on with ease...but it's all different than i thought bfore...

• family aku.. aku xtaw nape skang neh aku ase cm aku da x rpt ngan ayh aku.. semua bnde aku citer kat mak aku... sumer mnde aku bincang ngan mak aku... she is the 1st person who will know wat is my decision.. and ayh aku aku will know after her... itupun mak aku yg bgtaw.. bukan aku yg bgtaw... tah la.. aku xtaw nape aku wat cmneh... aku x suke cmneh... aku nk rapat ngan kuarge aku.. sbb dowg la mutiara hati aku..

• my love story.. aku x jumpe dye nk dkat due bulan... due bulan beb x tgok muke dye.. and for that reason hubungan aku ngan dye da x rapat cm dlu... aku xnk la!~ bukan aku xleh kua ngan dye tp mse dan mslah laen mnyebabkan aku xleh nk kua ngan dye.. tp.. aku bersyukur sgt sbb smpai skang ati aku xpnah ade ase nk berpaling tadah... aku akn cube saba... hmmm...

• my life... aku bosan dok uma... kwn2 aku sumer ade keje... senang je ati dowg aku tgok... kalaulah aku boleh jd cm dowg.... keje... bukan aku mls keje... aku nk sgt keje.. da mcm2 fast food restaurant aku mohon.. tp 1 pown aku x dpt... dowg x pnah pk ke aku sggup pegi restaurant dowg yg jaraknye mngambil mse 45 mnit utk smpai.. and for sure it shows that i really wants that job... dowg x pnah pk ke ha?? adesss.... bosan doe!~

ku MaHu kAu tAhu

tersudut termenung jauh
mengenangkan nasib kita
kita miliki separuh
berbentuk hati cinta namanya

walau kau jauh
ku sentiasa menunggumu
pedihku imbas kembali memori
walau kau jauh
ku berjanji kan terus tunggu
dipisah lautan biru
ku mahu kau tahu
aku kan terus menunggu

jaga benar gambarku dalam telefon bimbitmu
jangan pernah sekali kau buang
seperti cinta ini yang terbuku
akan bersemi jua

walau kau jauh
ku sentiasa menunggumu
pedihku imbas kembali memori
walau kau jauh
ku berjanji kan terus tunggu
dipisah lautan biru
ku mahu kau tahu
aku kan terus menunggu

walau kau jauh
kita kan bersatu
walau kau jauh
kumahu kau tahu

this is what i feel

I love - my momma

I want - to eat now..(aku lapa la..)

I hate - sape2 yg shuke show off cgt..(siket2 xpe)

I feel like - wanna sleep ryte now

I am doing - chatting(tiap2 mlm)

I last ate - kentang goreng(aku swoh adeq aku goreng tp aku yg mkn)

I last drank - panadol soluble

I last text - panadol soluble

Last person who texted me - isha~

My fav colour - white

Fav Food - ayam goreng!~~~ (ari2 mak aku msk mnde neh)

Obbsessing about - my hair!!~~

Lusting after - aku xtaw ape itu \"lusting\"(zhaf pown xtaw)

Crazy for - beautiful house, beautiful lady

....... is hot - fire(hahahahahaha)

My pets are named - taik idong(nme kucing aku)

My imaginary friend - myself

Fav names - xde..

I live - my life

Hopes - aku dpt msok UiTM ngan course yg aku plih

Dreams - mntak2 aku dpt jumpe kwn2 aku...

It took courage to - ckp I LOVE YOU kat pontianak

I wish the world - are peace

I think government should - be able to organize themselves

I believe life started from - rahim ibu

Britney Spears is.... - a woman..

its All About Yama~

Tell Us About Yourself

+The Basic+
name : muhammad aliff
age : 18
hair color : black
eye color : black
nickname(s) : alip,alep,yama,aliff aziz(wahahahahah)
height : 171cm
mood right now : wanna get sumthin to eat

+Favorites+
color : orange, white, black
animal : puppy(shuke je.. x pgang pown)
sport : bowling
season : summer
song : jojo - secret love
TV show : david blaine street magic

+This Or That+
day or night : night
hugs or kisses : hugs
love or money : love
movies or music : music
big crowds or little crowds : big crowds
black or white : white
water or fire : water
drum or guitar : guitar

+Have You Ever+
dance in the rain : nope!~
honked a car horn at strangers : i could'nt drive a car yet.. how can i press the horn..
done domething illegal : once=)
done something regret : Ive done it sometimes=)
cried in a movie : once(mse kecik2 dlu la.. citer.. err.. doraemon.. hehe.. wess.. sedih ouh ending dye
done drugs : nope!~
smiled for no reason : nope!~(i think so)
thought about something and laughed out loud : hehe.. yeah!~ sometimes..
gone to any camp : of cos.. i am a camp lover!~
said something no one else got : nope!~ (everyone got that thing)
said something that others took it wrong : always... hahaha
been told to get your mind out of gutter : rarely
wanted someone you could have : yeah!~
fallen down in public : er.. maybe.. ergh!!~~~(lantai tu licin+tapak sandal aku da haus)
done something someone said you could never do : yup!~ (aku pnah terjun dr tingkat 1 flat uma aku.. time tu aku bwu drjah 1 kowt.. haha.. kwn aku cabar..)
kissed a stranger : nope!~
kissed the same sex : yeah.. sometimes..(kat dahi)

+Do You+
drink : nope!~
smoke : just for fun(2 3 sedut je)
like to party : loved to
get embarassed easily : zhaf(bodak neh mmg hobi dye malukan aku)
take drugs : nope!~
keep your promises : depends on the situations
like to talk : of cos
speak your mind : loved to.. but i dont sure that i can really do that

+Randomness+
have you ever wished someone would die : nope!~( xbaek=))
have you ever skydive : nope!~ but i hope i will
do you think theres gold on the other end of a rainbow : nutts!!~~ rainbow only have 7 colours
what CD have you listen to most lately : mp3 compilations
What's the One Thing You Would Bring With You to a Deserted Island : hope!~
Do You Believe in Love at First Sight : of cos
What's the Latest You've Ever Stayed Up : above 5 a.m. (chatting pnyer psl la neh)
Whats Your Greatest Strength : my mom
Weaknesses : kryptonite!!~ hahahahaha...
What's the Compliment You Receive Most : "sore kau besh arh yama" kata zhaf.

+In a Bf / Gf+
Favorite body part : her face
Something you need : a hug from her
Prefered eye color : brown
Hair color : black
Height : aisehh.. forgot.. but little bit short from me
Style : up to date..
Serious or funny : serious?? naahhh.. i dont think so..
Are looks important to you : yups!~

+last Questions+
are you happy with your life : yup!~ but sometimes i feel that its so empty
Been through any major changes lately : nahhh...
Do you live life to the fullest : whats this question means actually?? hahaha..
Who do you always want in your life : my mom
Believe that your dreams/wishes will come true : with the permissions of Allah